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Peter: The Zealous Teacher

While reading the Book of John, I became very curious about the ministry of Peter.  I plan to explore the other books of the Bible to learn about him and I am currently reading through Peter's letters. Similar to how I studied John, I will jot down some of my thoughts from the Books of Peter here. I'm finding these chapters interesting and full of good truths to ponder over. What strikes me is how it is plain to see how Jesus has taught Peter to be passionate about his commission and loving. This love is evident in the advice that Peter offers in his letters. Let's look at 1 Peter, chapter 1 together. 1 Peter 1 I thought about how Peter is talking to people exiled from their homeland and living in different places. It's interesting how he encourages them to behave in a new way - a way of holiness. To me, it would seem like the natural thing to tell a person living in a strange land is to either: (1) blend in to fit in with the people in their new surroundings; or (2) st...

Concluding Thoughts: John 19-21

I've come to the end of my study of John with this post. I shouldn't have been surprised, but I didn't know I would enjoy reading from John's perspective so much. It's a good exercise to read a whole chapter and sit back to think through what was written. I gained so much from just doing that. There were other thoughts that I reflected on and didn't write down. I plan on doing another study of a book of the Bible and share my thoughts here again. Now, on to the last chapters of John! John 19 : What Moves Us? I’m touched that Jesus while dying thought to care for his mother, and also sickened at the thought of a person watching their family die in front of them. I’m reflecting on how calculative the priests were in their arguments in order to make sure they persuaded Pilate to crucify Jesus. Sometimes, we too are so stuck on our agenda that we will make any kind of argument to persuade others into seeing things the same way we see things, or into doing something ...

Experiencing Love: John 15-18

Worthiness...That's a word on my mind today as I think about this past week. I've had a few examples of friends showing me that I am worthy of love, at work and at my church. I'm reflecting on that word as I think about how God showed the world his love by sending us Jesus. We are all worthy of love, despite our background and situation. Jesus commands us Christians to love, something the book of John repeats over and over - and why is this? Because the world we live in and the people in it are broken and have a very hard time showing true love to each other. I hope everyone experiences this truth - that you are worthy of love - from the people and community surrounding you. Below are some more of my thoughts from my study on the book of John. John 15 : Worthy Investment Jesus invested a lot of time and teaching into his disciples. Verse 27 says, “And you also will bear witness, because you have been with me from the beginning.” Jesus was talking about the Holy Spirit and ...

Devotions: John 12-14

Hi there! Here are my thoughts after reading a couple more chapters in John. John 12 : True Worship & Testimony My first thought is about how I show gratitude. Mary was a perfect example for us to copy. For her family, Jesus had brought Lazarus back to life and probably did other things that we do not know. We do know that they were all close. Mary literally poured out her gratitude to Jesus by giving him an expensive and precious gift and by serving Jesus in one of the most humblest of ways- anointing his feet with oil using her “crown of glory”. Her actions remind me of Revelations 4 where it depicts rulers bowing before God and laying their crowns down to him. This was Mary’s way of laying down her crown and honoring Jesus. How do I honor Jesus? What is most precious and valuable to me? How can I lay it before Jesus to show that I am thankful he’s my God? How can I use it to honor him, in private and in public? These questions are worth asking to help bring us to a place of tru...

Lily of the Valley

Before last night, the highlight of my week was smelling the aroma of lily of the valley from my backyard. I had cut a few stems and brought them indoors to enjoy. These flowers are beautiful and diminutive with bowed heads and a powerful punch of a scent. As I stared at them, I was reminded that when we are bowed down to God in worship, we create a sweet aroma to God. As I said, that was before last night. Last night our church had a Zoom "Ladies' Night". It was supposed to be a time of fun and enjoyment, but our leaders decided it would be best to change it into a time of prayer. I grew up being surrounded by prayerful people, but in my older years had left some of that atmosphere behind. I wasn't attending prayer meetings as much as I had done in my teens - mainly because of laziness and because it just didn't seem like I saw people doing it as much, so when I saw a special meeting for it, I would shy away. When our ladies night was turned into a prayer night o...

Take Aways: John 9-11

Another week has passed and I hope it was a good one for you all. One of my highlights was my son waking up super early and looking for me. He found me in the living room reading my Bible and said he would love to join me for devotions! It was just too cute hearing a four year old say that, and super sweet getting some cuddles while reading the Word - before the day really starts and I have to wrestle him to get any extra cuddles! Here are some of my thoughts while going through a few more chapters in the book of John. There are so many things to talk about in each chapter, but I focused my thoughts on the first things that jumped out at me. John 9 - God's Purpose in our Weakness Here we see an amazing miracle of Jesus giving sight to a man who was born blind. The disciples asked Jesus - whose sin caused this man to be born with blindness? Jesus replied - neither; his blindness was meant to fulfill God’s purpose. ( verses 2-3 ) What is confusing for today is whether the answer Jes...

Reflections: John 6-8

Hi there! I am enjoying reading John a chapter at a time and spending the time to think about the message John is sharing. Below are my reflections from chapters 6 through 8. If you are also reading John, I hope you are enjoying it and that it's provoking reflections of your own too! John 6 - Eat this Bread I kept reflecting on the fact that this was Passover time and the significance of this setting. Crowds of people left their homes to seek Jesus- who later became the ultimate sacrificial lamb slain for all our sins. Passover is a time to remember the miracle God did for the Israelites. God saved their firstborn children and allowed them to finally escape Egypt. It’s a time where Israelites are careful about the bread they eat in order to recognize the significance of their escape. Here in this passage, we have crowds seeking Jesus and being fed with bread. We see them seeking more bread on the following day - as Jesus comments that they only wished for more food. As Jesus expla...

Lessons from John

Lately I've been reading the book of John and have had more reflections jump out of me than I originally thought I would. I've jotted them down in my bible and then realized that I might as well capture these thoughts here too. Out of the four New Testament books about Jesus' birth, ministry, and death, I am most drawn to the book of John. There I can see the beauty in how God's Word is crafted together. John doesn't just tell what he saw, he points out the deeper purpose and connection that Jesus has to the Old Testament, to God, to Israelite traditions, and to the creation of the world! I invite you to journey with me as I chronicle my musings on the book of John! John 3 - Nicodemus - Born Again It's interesting how this chapter starts with Jesus teaching Nicodemus about the Spirit - how you need to be born in it and how it moves in ways unknown and unseen - then ends with John the Baptist teaching his disciples that Jesus has the Spirit! John 4 - Samaritan W...

Comfort in Discomfort

Our small group chatted recently about a comment our pastor mentioned a few Sundays ago. The comment left some of us scratching our heads and trying to understand how we really  felt about it. Our pastor said that he's noticed a common thread stated by people who experience hardships. They all said they would not change their bad experiences because they now value the good lessons they learned following their trials. The common sentiment was that the pain and hard lessons were worth it in order to grow. I intellectually understood this point, but my physical and emotional, pain-understanding being, disagreed! Do I want to experience hurt and discomfort just to learn how to lean into God and understand that He is my shelter and Comforter? The answer is no , not really. I'd rather just know it. Unfortunately, that's not the way it works. We live with our human nature, ripe with opportunities for exercising freewill. This freewill can positively and negatively impact our live...

Dust

Slowly, I've been working my way through Lysa Terkeurst book,  It's Not Supposed to be This Way  and would highly recommend reading it. I love the concept of dust  that is discussed to describe our lives and how God is a Master Potter and works with dust -- works on us and our brokenness to make something new and better! Today I was reading my Bible and Moses' prayer in Psalm 90 was a very cool connection to most of what I have been reading. I wanted to share a short segment that I highlighted and my prayer that goes with it. Psalm 90:3, 12, 14-17   3: You return man to dust and say, “Return, O children of man!” 12: So teach us to number our days that we may get a heart of wisdom. 14: Satisfy us in the morning with your steadfast love, that we may rejoice and be glad all our days. 15: Make us glad for as many days as you have afflicted us, and for as many years as we have seen evil. 16: Let your work be shown to your servants, and your gloriou...

Compassion

This morning I was reading Job 42 and a series of other scriptures that gave encouragement to trust that God will restore you after your period of suffering. Job, of course, is a pinnacle example of this. After Job suffered, God blessed him with more wealth and with a lot more children and allowed him to live 140 more years- allowing Job to see the next 4 generations! While reading this chapter I was struck by verses 10-11 . 10: And the Lord restored the fortunes of Job, when he had prayed for his friends. And the Lord gave Job twice as much as he had before.  11: Then came to him all his brothers and sisters and all who had known him before, and ate bread with him in his house. And they showed him sympathy and comforted him for all the evil that the Lord had brought upon him. And each of them gave him a piece of money and a ring of gold. After reading this I thought: "Where were these siblings and others, before the Lord restored Job's riches?" Did these people...

White Robes

Have you ever read a passage in the Bible and get totally blown away? That was me this morning as I read Revelations 7:13-17 . This passage describes how the people who washed their robes in the blood of Jesus were able to enter the throne of God. Their robes were white and now they had protection, shelter, food, drink, and peace. I was blown away because of how it confirmed my earlier reading of Revelations 22 and how the words about washing our robes and the scenery surrounding God's throne inspired me to write the song in my post, Washed my Robe . I want to copy here the words of Revelations 7 for you to bask in too. 13 Then one of the elders addressed me, saying, “Who are these, clothed in white robes, and from where have they come?” 14 I said to him, “Sir, you know.” And he said to me, “These are the ones coming out of the great tribulation. They have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb. 15 “Therefore they are before the throne of God, an...

Growth in the In-Between

I read Ecclesiastes 7 today and it related to conversations I’ve had with several people lately about feeling uncomfortable with where we are in life and dealing with the waiting for what we think is “perfect” to come along and satisfy us or reward us for our endurance. Chapter 7 describes sorrow and adversity as fundamental experiences that are equally made by God to make us rich in wisdom. It is a powerful concept! Right now I’m reading a book by Lisa Terkeurst about hardship and disappointment. It discussed how our heart longs for perfection and the garden of Eden. Here on earth, in between the first Eden and the second Eden- where God brings heaven to earth, we experience hardships. The verses in Ecc. 7 state so clearly that there is good in the hardship. Wisdom can be found there. I go on further to say wisdom can be found because we end up looking for and leaning on God more and more. It’s in the development of our relationship with God that we receive wisdom and are better ...

The Weak Spot in Offense

Yesterday we had a discussion about offenses, specifically about how we react to them. We discussed the purpose behind offense, which we saw was a tool the enemy used to turn us away from God. This morning I read Psalm 51 - David's plea for God's forgiveness. Verse 8 struck me as interesting. It says, "Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones that you have broken rejoice." The bones which God has broken. This phrasing was so curious to me because here I am thinking, what did God do? How did he break David's bones, or rather, how did God cause David to suffer? Does God allow us to suffer? My mind went to the story of Job and how God allowed the enemy to break Job down. God allowed Job to lose his wealth, health, and children. What was the purpose behind this? I believe the purpose was to show us how to respond to hardship. No matter how much hard stuff comes our way, we should never allow our hardships to turn us away from God. God went to the extremes to...

The Right Kind of Need

This morning I read Romans 12 and it reminded me of our study group's conversation last night about our individual need for approval. Our pastor talked about this last Sunday and we reflected on who's approval was most important to us. Romans 12:2 says: "Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect." We were asked a seemingly simple question - How do we respond when people engage us in ungodly conversations? Do we participate to gain approval, or do we disengage and by doing so demonstrate godliness? The honest answer to this shows how much value we put on external opinions. If I'm honest, I can point out times when I have not demonstrated godliness because I wanted to fit in and create a sense of camaraderie. I placed too much value on the opinions of people and in doing so, was swayed away from God's will for me. Romans ...